In all seriousness, I don't think NCSoft deserves you as a player due to how extremely poor they are managing the game for the past year.
You would really think I'm joking if I listed all the things they did in the past year, that's how extremely bad it is. I still kinda don't believe how a company can be this bad at managing a game, screwing players over and over. Last week they removed items from players inventory worth thousands of gold (yes, it's true). And the game is p2w down to the core right now. But if you still want to play, feel free to check the blade and soul reddit. It had a lot of questions from returning players lately.