Aulann, it is very admirable that you are openly sharing your story and admitting your mistakes, which is definitely not an easy thing to do. That was extremely humble and mature of you, and I commend you for that. Thank you for being a good example in the B&S community, which hasn't always had the best reputation. I hope others can learn from this and take after your example to be a kinder player if they aren't already. Be the positive change in the world, because by golly, this world needs it! Your post was an encouraging read, thank you and blessings.